undecideable
tat day i called my bro, i asked," do i need to change myself to accustomed to the new surrounding?"
he said a lot.. 8 what i get is -- there is too many different person in the world, we can hardly change ourselves everytime in order to get along wif others. 8 it doesn't mean tat u don need to change. u need to find the balance urself..
i also ask, if i find out tat wat i study now actually is not wat i really interested? his ans is- "actually lawyer is not wat i interested in, it just a journey u need to take. although u find it difficult to do something which u are not interested in 8 it is life.. maybe wen u do that job, u'll love it"? life is unpredictable."
8 maybe to me, it just too far.. cos i'm not interested in any things. start wen i was small, i just follow wat ppl usually do... and not wat i interested in.. maybe u'll think i'm dull,egony but i also cant help myself.. wat i really like? a big problems that never have solutions..
posted by shinchan @ 2:06 AM
1 Comments:
Yah, what I study now is oso not sth that I interested in... But wat else can I do? I can only accept it and try to love it... Your bro is rite, maybe you'll love the job wen you start work, that's the way I keep console myself...
Although I really hate the situation now, really very tired for keep entertaining ppl, but I still have to continue it and get use to it... cos it is sth tat I'll meet next time wen I start to work...
At least you din get into my situation, keep thinking how to survive...
By the way, if you wanna change yourself, how are you going to change... change to somebody tat your frens like? wat if next time you meet frens that hv diff characteristics?
My advise is just try change yourself into the Sze Yah that you like... If yourself oso dun like yourself, how do you aspect others to like you?
Anyway, take care of yourself... Gambate!!!
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