bad day

this is the first time my heart broken..
my first time to tell myself,"u should stop now.."
my first time to give up a 6years relationship
someone i lik since form 2
i cried for two days..
wishing to noe ,"wat's wrong with me?"
shall u become lik tis?
today is the third day..
feel lik stil cant give up..
li yun, "i don think he lik u lo.. from that day we observed.. this is the first time i felt he treats u lik the way he treats us lo.."
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so that's the end of this love seed
i'm sorry, love seed, i don even can plant u properly into the soil, add water, fertiliser..
.... but just die lik tat...